today i really learnt sth

ppl who hv 2 faces change their tone so fast
i shudnt be so trusting
i need to judge ppl as time pass n not give my all at first
once the damage is done, dont even think of steppin in pass my wall again

sisters will always be there, not guys
afterall all guys want is onli sex n nth else
sisters/Most friends are there when u need them

thankyou to yushi, liping n heidy,
yushi for nv forsaking me n always assuring n proving to me u'll always be there
u r really my best sister n i cld give up anth for u as long as its within my means
heidy for being ther n talking to me
we share quite a bit in common n it always is comforting to talk to u
u always encourage n support me de ty so much what would i do without u
liping for being there for me during this period of time
thou u wont see this but u this sister i really boh wei gong
u stupid ah lian, thanks alot for everything man, u r one sister tts so worth it

thank you sisters i love u ppl alot alot.

hubert
today i realised what i meant to u
i know cos of my mental state i put alot of pressure on u
i know i really gave u too much to handle when u hv alot on ur plate
i guess its over for now. i wont contact u de.. mayb aft my Os u will contact me i dno
but right now at this moment i hv had enough.
u hv proven enough to me and shown tt perhaps u dont love me enough?
its okay, thanks to u today i was strong. i did not cry when i deleted ur number n messages n changed my wallpaper
ive grown again so thank you.
i will keep the memories u gave me deep in my heart
i still love u but i guess we arent meant to be bah
mayb in future we will make more happy memories
but right now lets just lead our own lives. my current life is not going to hv u.
take care n all the best. i love u deardear.


ok im tired aft everth. Os is in a day n i can go eat shit alr.
no use crying over spilt milk, can onli do my best now.

shoutout to HC ppl: im missing u guys so so so so much. so many of u i wana see n give yall a hug. i'll see yall soon. promise.